Permanently

Permanent
seal and locked

This is what happened
She did not know what she wanted
So she started and did not stop
All this does not matter
Cus she's on top

Her heart was crushed
Permanently strung
She has no help
Her dignity swiped, split in two
She is consumed
And she turns to you

Permanent
There is little hope
She pretends everything is alright
Lost the first one
That was special
She is done
Done with trust but not with me
Wooshed in the crowd
It's so loud and she can't breathe
Now she is choking off the smoke
The dude's play toy and their joke

Permanently changed over permanently stuck
We both want us, want us to be together
But its the game verse the vision
The victor over the loser
The best against the worst
Them verse us
With me and little hope it can work

Maybe it is not meant to be
Her brokeness chases after me
She will leave because she can't see
Wanting to brag to her friends
But I will leave
Exploit my destiny
Love is complicated
More than one two three

One is better than two
When it comes down to me and you
Every one does not cheat
Love is not weak, not cheap
It is what I seek, what I look for
But waiting is annoying
It's destroying your senses and your numb
You feel alone and dumb
Looking for anything, anyone

Sex equals man
I wont agree
Maybe in about ten years you'll see
See how I loved you but went my way
You teased me, called me gay
Now your regrets made your heart decay
Permanently stuck in one spot
Where you are is where you stay
No changes, no mind, no heart
Just the lessons learned
Wishing you did not start
Same thing everyday
Where you are is where you stay
Maybe I'll come back someday
Someday

Where is this girl?
She is out there
Someone I cant see right now
But someone who will go through the ups and downs with me
She will not clown me or down me
But uphold me, astound me
Suprise me, tease me
Laugh with me, cry with me
She will have me
The first one and i wont second geuss
Because I see all of me in her, over all the rest
Resurrected, alive, and majestic
Perfectly, permanently, perfected